求翻译：所有的梦想，连我都不知道能不能实现，因为有些东西，早就已经回不去了。曾经梦想过，一定刚要治好自己，生活稳定后，开个小诊所，一个月出两天义诊。有空能陪家人出门旅游一下，然后，平平安安过日子，求稳定，随发展。只是现在，依旧有活不下去的心思，生活灰暗，无欲有求，只是渴望得到一个温暖的拥抱，多么想找个人疼爱自己。就像水中望月，海市蜃楼般的泡影。没办法，还得活下去，因为家人还爱我。是什么意思？

All dreams, even I do not know can not be achieved, because some things have long been not go back. Ever dreamed of, must just want to be healed of their life stable, to open a small clinic, one month to two days free clinic. Time to accompany the family to go traveling, then, to live in peace, stab

All of the dream, I don't know if I'll be able to, because there are some things that have been coming in. It was a dream, just want to be cured after their own, their stability, and open a small clinic, a clinic two days moonrise. Available to go out with my family, travel, and then go back and liv

All my dreams, even I do not know can not be achieved, because some things already go back for a long time. Once dreamed of, be sure to put your life stable, to open a small clinic, clinic two days a month. Are free to go out with the family tourism, then live peace, stability, and development. Only