求翻译：今天看了《人到中年》，才知道那年的自己是那么的不懂事，在那强大的痛苦下，我还只顾自己，没有想父亲表达十多年来久违的爱，我错了，爸爸，原谅我，我一定会好好读书。是什么意思？

Today saw "middle-aged people" know that year he was so naive, in that strong pain, I also own interests, did not want his father to express the love of a decade long absence, I was wrong, Dad Dad, forgive me, I will study hard.

After reading the "middle age today, only to learn of the year of their own, so it s not even the suffering, in that powerful, just mind their own business, I also do not think my father expressed 10 curled up with a love for many years, I was wrong, Father, forgive me, I will study hard.

Today looked at "Human to Middle age", only then knew that year own are such is not sensible, under that formidable pain, I also considers only oneself, had not thought the father expresses the love which more than ten for years have not seen you for a long time, I, the daddy, have forgiven me mista

Today saw the people of middle age, only know the year himself doesn't know any better, under the strong pain, I only care about themselves, did not want to express more than 10 years long lost father of love, I was wrong, father, forgive me, I will certainly get a good read.