求翻译：我从小就是去父母对我的溺爱宠爱、甚至个我送到一个私立学校让我去寄读、从小就独立的我心里很怕还自己的好不容易的来的东西就很快就失去、别看我天天对你嘻嘻哈哈的、我只想哄你看、不想让你看到我伤心的一面、为啥不能去试着疼我、爱我、可能我要的爱太急太仓促、你需要时间，我给你、因为我真的不想再东换一个西换一个女朋友、请你理解我是什么意思？

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