求翻译：终于明白，什么是埋在心里永远的痛，什么是别人永远不会了解的事，什么又会以另一种无关的形式结束，因为我已经对你不屑，因为我已经放弃，放弃寻找那些根本不存在的童话，对自己的不珍惜，已经惩罚了自己，不爱自己，又会有谁来爱你？感谢你的关心，谢谢一直的关怀，你只是不够深入，我只是太过盲目是什么意思？

Finally understand what is buried forever in my heart the pain, what is the thing people will never know what will to the end of another form of independent, because I have disdain for you, because I have to give up, give up looking for those who do there is no fairy tale, do not value their own, ha

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Finally understood that, what is buries in the heart the forever pain, what is a matter which others never can understand, what can by another irrelevant form conclusion, because I already disdained to you, because I already gave up, gives up fairy tale which sought these simply not to exist, to own

Finally understand, what is buried in heart forever of pain, what is others forever does not understanding of thing, what and will to another a has nothing to do of form ended, because I has on you disdain, because I has gave up, gave up looking for those fundamental does not exists of fairy tale, o

Finally understood what really was buried in eternal pain, what are other people will never understand business, and be over in the form of another independent, because I have disdain for you, because I have given up, gave up looking for fairy tales do not exist, not treasure to himself, has been pu