求翻译：这些天，我总在思考为什么我越来越退步呢？就比如是下棋，我没有一次赢过别人。刚开始时我会步步为营，但是我一失意步棋的话，我就会非常着急的像要赢回来！事与愿违，我输得更惨。是我想的不够全面？还是我天生就笨学部会这些东西！不！不是！我在基础上并不输给任何人，是我的骄傲，我的冲动，我的懒惰使我成为一位失败者！但是失败者并不是我的终点，我要以失败为垫脚石来登上我成功的高峰！是什么意思？

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