求翻译：这也是我为什么一直没有勇气拿起笔的主要原因，每一次要写字时总有一种莫名其妙的恐惧感，这种感觉已经有三年的时间了，就因为其他人眼里我的字太丑?也许吧是什么意思？

This is why I have the courage to pick up the main reason for the pen, each secondary write an inexplicable fear, this feeling has been three years, because the eyes of other people my word ugly? Maybe

This is also why I have never had the courage to take up my pen of the main reasons why every time you write there is always a strange feeling of fear, it's a feeling I have a 3 year time, because other people's eyes I am the word too ugly? Perhaps!

Why was this also I always does not have the primary cause which the courage takes begins a stroke, every one secondary writes when always has the sense of fear which one kind is bewildered, this kind of feeling already had three years, because in other human eyes my character too was ugly? Perhaps

This is the main reason for why I have not the courage to take up the pen, each minor writing always had a bizarre sense of fear, this feeling has been three years of time, because my words are too ugly in the eyes of others? maybe

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