求翻译：i was deeply moved by the discovery and yet sickened by the knowledge that,bursting into her room like this ,i had robbed her of the pleasure of seeing me astonished and delighted on Christmas day .i had not eanted to know her lovely secret.still coming upon it like this made me feel ad though i had struck a blow again是什么意思？

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