求翻译：这种假设不成立，所以我还是要学习。当学习成为一种乐趣，我想，我会很乐意地把自己交给书本，可是，我早已经过了把学习当作乐趣的年纪，早已不习惯了学习。有时候真的很痛恨自己的堕落和空虚，却再无勇气拿起学习的勇气。是什么意思？

This assumption does not hold, so I still have to learn. When learning a pleasure, I think I will be happy to give myself up to the books, I had after the age of learning as a fun, long accustomed to the study. Sometimes really hate to depravity and emptiness, but no courage to pick up the courage t

This assumption is not true, so I still want to learn. When you learn to become a lot of fun, and I would like to, I will be happy to give our own books, but I am already learning as a fun to the age, has long been accustomed. Sometimes I really hate his own depravity and emptiness, but there is no

This assumption does not hold, so I have to learn. When learning becomes a pleasure, I would like to, I will be very happy to give myself to the book, however, I would have been as a fun learning age, long accustomed to l