求翻译：不知道你现在还好吗？我知道，上一次你来北京我伤害了你，但是希望你能够理解我，昨天我刚刚从老家回来。失去妈妈的事实让我到现在也没能从痛苦中走出来，请你原谅我对你的冷漠，因为在那个时候我真的很需要那份工作，妈妈的事情我用光了所有的积蓄，手里已经没有钱了，六月还要回哈尔滨安置好我的妈妈，所以我忽略了你，昨天回来以后。休息一天今天立刻我发邮件给你，现在我已经离开KTV重新找了工作，以后我将好好的生活下去。不在踏入KTV，我的爱。希望你能够原谅我是什么意思？

Do not know you right now? I know the last time you came to Beijing I hurt you, but I hope you can understand me, yesterday I had just come back from the home. The fact of losing my mother I did come out from the pain, would you please forgive my indifference, because that's when I really need the j

Don't know what you are now? I know, the last time you came to Beijing I hurt you, but I hope you can understand me, And yesterday I just came back from my hometown. The fact that lost her mother to let me now I have not been able to come out from pain, and you'll have to excuse me for my apathy, be

Do not know what you are doing? I know that the last time you%