求翻译：我真的好怕自己总有一天会永远地失去了你，不是你要走，而是我把你推走的。怀疑你对我的爱的时候，我也怀疑我对你的爱，这到底是不是爱呢？我这样的爱会不会太自私了？是什么意思？

I am really afraid that will one day be lost forever you, not you go, but I push it away. Suspect you my love, I doubt my love for you, this is not love it? My love will not be too selfish?

I am really afraid of their own the day will come when it will be lost forever in the you, not you want to go, but I have to go. I suspect that you have the time of love, I also have doubts about my love for you, and this is love? This kind of love I will not be so selfish?

I really good feared oneself could forever lose you one day, was not you must walk, but was I pushes you.Suspected you loves to me, I also suspected I to your love, this love? Could I such love too be selfish?

I fear that one day will forever lose your, not you, but I pushed you away. Doubts when I love you, I doubt my love for you, what is love? I would love too selfish?

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