求翻译：我现在的听、说、读、写都很糟，总之就是一塌糊涂。我只是希望自己能和别人正常对话用英语，想想都很酷，而不是一提到英语就很尴尬的说我不会英语，是什么意思？

I am listening, speaking, reading and writing are bad, in short, is a mess. I just hope I can normal conversation in English and others, think are cool, and not a reference to English is very embarrassing to say I will not English,

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I listen, to say, to read now, writes very is all bad, in brief is in a complete mess.I only am hoped oneself can converse normally with others uses English, thinks very is all cruel, as soon as but is not mentioned English on very awkward said me not to be able English,

I'm listening, speaking, reading and writing are very bad, in short, is a complete mess. I just want to be normal conversation in English with others, think are cool, not mentioned in English is awkward to say I can't speak English,

I'm listening, speaking, reading and writing are very bad, in short, is a complete mess. I just want to be normal conversation in English with others, think are cool, not mentioned in English is awkward to say I can't speak English,