求翻译：其实，我很累了。我习惯假装开心、假装难过，假装在意、假装无所谓，习惯了一个人面对所有。我可以在，很痛的时候说没关系。我可以在，难过的时候说无所谓。我可以在，寂寞的时候哈哈大笑。我可以在，绝望的时候说世界依然美好。我只是希望在，我开始抱怨上天的吝啬时，有个人可以对我说，我心疼你。是什么意思？

In fact, I'm tired. I used to pretend happy, pretended to be sorry, pretend to care, pretend it does not matter, and habits of a person to face all. I can be in pain when that does not matter. I can, sad to say does not matter. , Lonely, when I can laugh. I can be in despair when the world is still

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Actually, I was very tired.I am familiar with disguise, to disguise happy sad, disguised to care about, to disguise not to matter, is used to a person facing to possess.I may in, very pain time said has not related.I may in, the sad time said does not matter.I may in, the lonely time laughs.I may in

In fact, I'm very tired. I used to pretend to be happy, pretend to be sad, pretending to care about, and pretended to be indifferent, become accustomed to a person in the face of all. I could, hurt when he was OK. I can, sad said it doesn't matter. I can, lonely time laughing. I can, in despair when

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