求翻译：自从奶奶走后，常常会在半夜哭泣。以前遇到任何事情总有奶奶安慰着，哪怕最后还是一个人面对，但是至少有奶奶的鼓励！可现在呢？我还能向谁去说说那些自己心里的事情？不是不能说，也不是没有人说，而是自己不知道该如何去开口。也许习惯了！是什么意思？

Since the grandmother left, often in the middle of the night crying. Previously in any thing, there is always comfort grandmother, even if it is finally a face, but at least encouragement of her grandmother! But now? I can go to who to talk about the things of their own heart? Not can not say, nor i