求翻译：好久没有写日记了，突然间想用文字来发泄我的痛，无奈。可何从说起呢？说不清，道不明。只能说句对不起。也许他们说得对，我承认我不该这样任性，我也不想啊，但是都发生了，不能弥补了，我能怎么办？失望？逃避？我知道最好的选择是面对，可是勇气在哪儿呢？谁可以给我勇气让我坚持下去不放弃，显然很难。坚强？嘿，背后的痛只有自己知道。是什么意思？

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long time since I have a diary, suddenly want to use Word to vent my pain and frustration. What can be said? inexplicable, unknown road. can only say, "Sorry. Perhaps they are right, I admit that I do not do any sexual, ah, but I also do not want to have taken place, cannot be remedied, and I can do

Has not kept a diary for a long time, wants to use the writing suddenly to give vent to my pain, but.But what from mentions? Does not talk clearly, unclear.Only can say the sentence sorry.Perhaps they said to, I acknowledged I should not be like this willful, I do not think, but has all occurred, co

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