求翻译：将太太置回家中后我才意识到我的悲哀，这一愤世之举不仅未了我“终生残废”而又平添了“终生遗憾”是什么意思？

Wife home to home, I realized that my sorrow, this cynical move not only outstanding "permanent disability" and added "lifelong regret."

Built-in home to my wife after I realized that I feel sad, and the Cynic in me has not only the "crippled for life" and the "life" to see that

But at that time young, the blood prosperous gas is abundant, oath and common custom resistance, therefore humbugged and cheated only high 1.74 girls turns goes home has started wife, this magnificent feat quite “the disabled person” raised section of eyebrows to spit half tone.

Wife bought home did I realize my sorrow, the angry not only outstanding I "permanent disability" and add a "life-long regret"

After wife will set at in the family I only then to realize my sorrow, not only action this indignant world I “life-long disabled” also had not increased naturally “the life-long regret”