求翻译：今天。又一次吵架了，就因为你走的那天，我直接去了福州，而我却瞒着你说回宁德；严祥，我真的不是有意要对你去隐瞒，因为我也厌恶欺骗。可我却不敢告诉你真正的原因是因为我不想眼睁睁的看你在那个车站就那样走掉，我害怕那种痛。我选择直接到福州是想让自己可以在忙碌中忘记你走的现实，也许是我太天真。是什么意思？

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