求翻译：“但那时候还有美蓝，所以我有绝对还没有一切都完。我喜欢把她想成是你，想象着你又成了一个没有经过战争磨难和贫困煎熬的小女孩。她那么像你，那么任性，那么勇敢，欢乐。兴致勃勃，所以我可以宠爱她，纵容她----正像我想宠爱你一样。但她有一点不像你----她是爱我的。我能把你不要的爱拿去给她，这也算是我的一点福分吧……可她一死，就把一切都带走了。”是什么意思？

"But then there are blue, so I absolutely have not all finished, I like to think of her as you imagine you become a without the hardships of war and poor suffering little girl she is so like you , then the self-willed, brave, joy. spirits, so I can pet her, condone her ---- as I wanted to spoil you,

"But then there are the blue, so I have absolutely no one is out. I like to think of it as she had imagined, and you have to have that you do not have a war cries of the suffering and poor little girl. She is so like you, then, that brave, fun. high spirits, so I can spoil her and encourage her - as

But “also has the methylene blue at that time, therefore I have do not have all absolutely.I like her wanting to become am you, imagined you to become one not to pass through the war tribulation and the impoverished suffering little girl.She that looks like you, then willful, then%2

"But it was also with methylene blue, so I definitely haven't finished everything. I like to think she is you, imagine you that an absence of war suffering hardships and poor little girl. She is so like you, so capricious, so brave, joy. Caught up, so I can love her, indulged her----I want to spoil