求翻译：直到现在，我仍然改不了，我可以接受失去，但不容许背叛；我可以接受错过，但绝不容许失败。或许现在的我表面对很多事已释然，但那只是表面。我还是我高兴会笑，难过会伤心的白羊；我不会改变，更不会放弃是什么意思？

Until now, I still can not change, I can accept to lose, but does not allow betrayal; I can accept that missed, but never allowed to fail. Perhaps now I surface a lot of things have been relieved, but only superficially. I still I am happy to laugh, sad sad Aries; I will not change, but will not giv

Up until now, I still cannot change, and I can accept losing, but it does not tolerate betrayal; I can accept missed, but will not tolerate failure. Perhaps it is now time for me to surface a lot, but have been released so it is just the surface. I will smile and I am glad it will hurt, and sadness

Until now, I still could not change, I might accept lose, but did not allow the betrayal; I may accept miss, but does not allow the defeat.Perhaps the present my surface has felt relaxed to very many matters, but that is only a surface.I am I happy can smile, sad can the sad white sheep; I cannot ch

Until now, I still can't change, I can live with losing, but does not allow betrayal I can accept Miss, but do not tolerate failure. Maybe I have relief surface for lots of things, but that is just the surface. I still I am pleased smile, white sheep sad sad; I will not change and will not give up

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