求翻译：那年冬天，我种的君子兰早在两个月前就病态泱泱。冬天一到，它就全没了绿色，成了一堆枯枝。我伤心极了，几个月的心血就这样化作了泡影。为了使自己稍稍安心一些，我既没有把它立即丢掉，也没有把它从花盆里马上移走，是什么样就什么样，没再去管它。是什么意思？

That winter, I planted the Clivia two months ago on sick accommodating. When winter comes, it was no more green, into a pile of dead branches. I was very sad, so turned into months of hard work went down the drain. In order to make themselves a little peace of mind of some, I neither lose it immedia

That winter, I grow sick Yangyang clivia miniata as early as two months ago. Winter arrives, it is not green, became a pile of dead wood. I was so sad, a few months to build this into the smoke. In order to make yourself some peace of mind, I have neither all get out of it, did not immediately remov