求翻译：主人公无地自容,愧恨交加,悲愤难已.在通过挣扎重获新生后选择了死亡,追随与之生死之交的好友而去。是什么意思？

Hero shame, Kuihen Cross, anger has been difficult in the new lease of life by struggling selected after death, life or death to follow with friends away.

The hero free from shame, hate, grief struggling through difficult to have a new lease of life. The choice after the death of the life-and-death, his followers and the friends.

The leading character feels too ashamed to be in public, occurs simultaneously ashamed and regretful, grief and indignation difficult already. In through struggled attains the newborn postselection death again, followed to go with it life-and-death friendship good friend.

The hero was totally flattened by, remorseful, grief difficult. before the adoption of struggle from the ashes and choose death, followed and the friend of a friend until death.

Hero shame, remorseful, sad and difficult. by selected death after struggling to regain, followed with a friend until death of a friend.