求翻译：在我丈夫过世之后，我也交往过一个男朋友，并且我很用心地付出了我的感情，但到后来我才知道他是有太太的，所以我很受伤。很惭愧，希望我的这段经历不会让你对我心生怯意。是什么意思？

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Passed away after my husband, my have also associated a boyfriend, and I have paid my sentiment very attentively, but to afterwards me only then knew he has wife, therefore I am injured very much.Very ashamed, hoped my this experience cannot let you live timid Italy to my heart.

After the death of my husband, I have a boyfriend, and I made my feelings very attentively, but until then, I know he is the wife of, so I am very hurt. Ashamed, hope that this experience I do not let your hearts to me given the meaning.