求翻译：如果真的要说的话，我也只能把好多让我难过的事情说一下，因为自己找了一份兼职，一边上课还要一边上班，虽然我喜欢这种忙忙碌碌的生活，会觉得很充实，可是上班的地方有些同事会让我觉得我越来越待不下去，这才发现原来社会上的人真的都很自私，都是在维护自己的利益，有坏事会让你做，好事自己来做。虽然自己很笨，但我还是尽自己全力认认真真做好每件事，而且不会偷懒，为什么还是感觉自己付出了那么多，还是会被别人讲坏话，觉得好委屈。。。是什么意思？

If you really want to say, I can only put a lot of things that make me sad about, because they find a part-time, while even while working class, although I like the busy life, would be very full, but some of my colleagues at work place makes me feel I'm getting not stay, and found the community, are

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If really of to said words, I also only to much better let I sad of things said about, because own found has a copies part-time, side class also to side work, although I like this busy of life, will think is enrich, but work of local some colleagues will let I think I increasingly to does not down,