求翻译：　　（被虐待的人长大后一是变成另一个施暴者,二是变成捉拿施暴者的人,如果没有成为这两者，也许就是个无限沉迷孩童世界，代入孩子世界的人）-----为什么张爱玲不愿也不敢要小孩，也许她是害怕自己成为施暴的一方。是什么意思？

(Abused grow up first, into the other perpetrators, the two become the capture of the perpetrators, if not both, perhaps infinite addicted to children the world into the world of children) - --- Why is Eileen Chang had been unwilling to be a child, perhaps she is afraid of becoming a violent side.

(the abuse of people when you grow up, become perpetrators of violence against another, 2 is turned into apprehension of the offender, and if you do not have a two, and perhaps this is a infinite indulgence into the world, and children of people in this world kids) - - - why not have a love-ling did

　　(Human who maltreats is grown up latter one is turns another wreaking havoc, two is turns apprehends wreaking havoc person, if has not become this both, perhaps is infinite sinks confuses child world, substitutes child world human)-----Why isn't Zhang Ailing willing not to dare to want the child,

　　(Abused people grow up to become another abuser, who is becoming the second arrest perpetrators, if not both, perhaps infinite indulging in children is a world, to the children of people of the world)-----why Zhang Ai-ling would not dare to kids, maybe she is afraid of becoming party to the violen