求翻译：我是个自以为是的混蛋！你不开心的时候，我没有安慰你，还说你错了！现在我意识到错误！我很自责，我很怕失去你！我要认真想想，到底是不是真的懂得爱、懂得怎么去爱你！我要谢谢你！我会努力改变！你让我懂得不是所有的事情都要去认真！是什么意思？

I am a self-righteous bastard! When you are not happy, I did not comfort you said you are wrong! Now I realize the mistake! I blame myself, I am afraid to lose you! I want to seriously think about it, in the end not really know how to love, to understand how to love you! I want to thank you! I would

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I was a self-righteous bastard! When you're not happy, I am not comfort you, saying you are wrong! I now see the error! I blame myself, I am afraid to lose you! I should seriously think about it, what do you really know how to love and know how to love you! I want to thank you! I will try to change!