求翻译：想明白了，我的人生无非就是多走了几条弯路，去填补了些自己不该去填补的空白，又用自己的谎言去圆回了不该属于自己的感情，即使自己用再大的努力去弥补用再多的爱去尝还也是空白的，因为你得来的爱是你圆来的爱，而不是他真心原来的爱啦！可以让自己不离不弃但他已经失去真爱啦！因为他还活在你的谎言中无法自拔，他爱的是从前的我而不是现在的我！那我不能怪他当然尊重他是首要的！是什么意思？

Want to see, my life is nothing more than a few detours and more go to fill some gaps to fill their own should not, and lie with their back to the round should not belong to their feelings, even if they used another big efforts to make up with more love to taste still is blank, because you have to l

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Wanted to understand, my life nothing but was walked much several tortuous paths, has filled the blank which own should not fill, also used own rumor to go to the circle to return should not belong to own sentiment, even if own with big made up many with likes tasting also also is diligently the bla

Wanted to understand has, I of life is nothing more than is more go has several detours, to filled has some own shouldn't to filled of blank, and with own of lies to round back to has shouldn't belonging to own of feelings, even own with then large of efforts to make up for the with then more of lov

Wanted to understand has, I of life is nothing more than is more go has several detours, to filled has some own shouldn't to filled of blank, and with own of lies to round back to has shouldn't belonging to own of feelings, even own with then large of efforts to make up for the with then more of lov