求翻译：这也是我尽管早已对共和党的目标、组织架构、处事方式和理论实践不认同和不接受，却一直没有勇气提出退党的原因。是什么意思？

Although this is what I had on the Communist Party objectives, organizational structure, practices and theory and practice do not agree and do not accept, but it has the courage to put forward the reasons to quit the party.

This is what I have been to the Communist Party in spite of the objectives, organization structure, practices and theory with practice does not agree with and do not accept, but it did not have any courage withdrew from the party.

This also is I although already to communist party's goal, the organization construction, handles matters the way and the theory practice does not approve and does not accept, always does not have the courage to propose actually resigns from a political party reason.

Which is what I have on the Communist party objectives, organizational structure, conduct and practice does not accept and does not accept the theory, has not the courage to make quit reasons.

Which is what I have on the Communist party objectives, organizational structure, conduct and practice does not accept and does not accept the theory, has not the courage to make quit reasons.