求翻译：大学，不是天堂,每天都生活在无尽的徘徊当中，每天都无数次的拷问自己的灵魂。你是坚信自己的信仰，还是平复美幻的失望，我的眼前一片迷茫。于是，便快乐的痛苦着，痛苦的快乐着……是什么意思？

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Every day, not a paradise, university life in endless wandering, among countless times every day, the torturing their own soul. You are convinced that the faith of their own, or heal us one of the disappointing, and I don know him. Thus, it is happy with the pain and suffering that the happy ......

The university, is not a heaven, every day lives in the middle of inexhaustible pacing back and forth, every day innumerable time interrogates and tortures own soul.You believe own belief, returns to normal the beautiful imaginary disappointment, I at present a piece confused.Therefore, then joyful

The University, not heaven, every day life in endless wandering among the countless torture every day my soul. You are convinced that their own beliefs or the calming beauty magic disappointed, my eyes there was total confusion. So, happy pain, painful happy with sth