求翻译：其实我很想办 事 ，可我不敢出轨。我在矛盾中挣扎，其实也很痛苦，有时也是想的乱七八糟。但我很拒绝一夜情，我觉得很不安全也不好。是什么意思？

In fact, I would like to have sex, but I can not derailed. I struggled in the conflict, in fact, very painful, sometimes like a mess. But I refused one-night stand, I feel very safe nor good.

In fact, I really want to make love, I dare not derailed. I am in a contradiction in a swamp and it would be very painful, sometimes also want to the next 78 worse. But I refuse to one-night stands, I think it is not safe.

Actually I very want to make love, but I do not dare to go off track.I struggle in the contradiction, actually very is also painful, sometimes also is at sixes and sevens which thought.But I reject a night of sentiment very much, I thought is very unsafe is not good.

In fact, I would like to have sex, I'm not cheating. I struggle between, is also very painful, sometimes the mess. But I was refused a one-night stand, I think it is very unsafe is not good.

In fact, I would like to have sex, I'm not cheating. I struggle between, is also very painful, sometimes the mess. But I was refused a one-night stand, I think it is very unsafe is not good.