求翻译：这两个月以来，发生的事情实在太多了。。。。。让我没有来得及准备、没有时间去伤心难过、命运打了我一个冷不防；彻底让我失去了幸福的理由、失去了追求理想的能力和可能性；如果上天终究还是要收回我妈妈的灵魂，那么我会让她在活着的时间里面过得开开心心、和和美美的。我不会让妈妈带着遗憾和痛苦离世的~~不管命运是怎样安排着，虽然不知道明天会发生什么，但是我会认认真真地照顾好妈妈，让她踏踏实实的过好今天。我爱你！妈妈。。。。。。。。是什么意思？

Past two months, too much happened. . . . . I have not had time to prepare, no time to be sad, the fate of a suddenly hit me; completely happy I lost the reason for the loss of the ability and the possibility of pursuing the ideal; after all, if God should withdraw my mother's soul, then the I will

In the last two months, and there have been too many things. . . . . I did not have the time to prepare for, do not have the time to hit me, and destiny sadness a cold not defense; and complete so that I began to lose the reason for happiness, lost the pursuit of the ideal of capacity and possib

These two months, have occurred the matter too are really many.。。。。Let me not have to prepare, not to have the time with enough time to go to sad, the destiny sadly has hit my one suddenly; Let me lose the happy reason, lose the pursue ideal ability and the possibility thoroughly; If ascends the sky

Since these two months, what happened is really too much.. ... I have had time to prepare, no time to play me a sad, destiny suddenly; has totally let me lose reason, loss of the ability of the ideal of happiness and possibility; if God after all is to recover my mother's soul, so I'll let her live,

Past two months, too much happened. . . . . I have not had time to prepare, no time to be sad, the fate of a suddenly hit me; completely happy I lost the reason for the loss of the ability and the possibility of pursuing the ideal; after all, if God should withdraw my mother's soul, then the I will