求翻译：我当时怎能预见到等待我的命运呢？我又怎能明了至今我仍受着这种命运的摆布？过去我便如此，如今我仍如此，我又怎能以我的常识来设想，我有一天我竟然被毫无疑问地认为是一个心狠手辣的人，一个下毒犯，一个刽子手？我竟然会让人类毛骨悚然，竟然会变成无耻之徒的玩偶？变成人人唾弃之人？变成当今世人全都一致同意乐于活埋之人？是什么意思？

How can I be expected to wait at my destiny? How can I understand I still suffering from this fate? In the past I have that, now I am still the case, how could I with my common sense to imagine, I was one day I actually have no doubt that is a ruthless person, a lower drug traffickers, an executione

At that time, I can foresee the waiting for my destiny? How can I get to understand that I still affected by such a fate? I feel that this is past, and now I am still so, how can I get to the common sense to me to imagine that one day, I went so far as I have been there can be no doubt that this is

How could I at that time foresee wait for my destiny? How could I understand until now me still to receive this destiny organizing? In the past I then so, now I still so, how could I conceive by mine general knowledge, I one day me without a doubt to think unexpectedly was a cruel and merciless pers

How can I be seen waiting for my fate? How can I know I am still suffering from the mercy of fate? I so, now I am still so, how can I use my common sense to imagine, I one day I was to be no doubt that there is a ruthless person, a poison, and an executioner? I should have let human blood, will beco

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