求翻译：哦，对不起，我打错了，我在德请，发现有些事真的不是自己能够控制的，有些事自己付出了，不一定就有回报的，让我感觉好伤感，我好想有一个拥抱是什么意思？

Oh, sorry, I am wrong, I am in Germany, please, do not find some things they can control, some things they pay, and do not return there, and made me feel good sad, I want to have a hug

Oh, I am sorry that I am wrong, I am in de requests and found that there are certain things that really are not themselves, and some things to be able to control their own pay and do not necessarily have to have returns, and let me feel-good sad, I really want to have a hug

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Oh, sorry, my mistake, I in Germany and found something really not able to control, some of the things themselves, do not necessarily return, made me feel sad, I really want to have a hug

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