求翻译：心情很不好,不知道现在的我应该怎么办?为什么以前总是笑的那么的没心没肺，可是现在却没有了以前的无忧无虑，只有伪装的笑、苦苦的笑、把自己伪装的和没事人一样。呵呵！是什么意思？

I feel very bad, I do not know how should I do? Why did always laugh so heartless, but now the former but not the carefree, only disguised laugh, laugh hard, the disguised himself and nothing like people. Oh!

They have a very bad mood, and do not know what should I do now? Why then did not previously have always laughed at the mind but not pulmonary, however, it is now but not the only previous carefree, disguised as a longing of laughter, laughter, and nothing they deceived by others. haha!

The mood is not very good, did not know present how I should manage? Why before always smiles such mindless, but the present did not have beforehand carefree actually, only then camouflages smiles, with hardship smiles, camouflages oneself and the bystander is same.Ha-ha!

In a bad mood, I do not know now what do I do? why is always smiling so inattentive, but now without a previously carefree, only fake smile, laugh, disguised himself and it's OK man. Hehe!

In a bad mood, I do not know now what do I do? why is always smiling so inattentive, but now without a previously carefree, only fake smile, laugh, disguised himself and it's OK man. HA HA!