求翻译：我总认为，我的人生会出现光亮，可是，每件事都打击着我。今天我才知道，他竟然一直都在利用我，原来我一直都只是他的工具，我每天还把他挂在嘴上，真是可笑啊是什么意思？

I always thought that my life will be bright, but, everything hit me. Today I learned that he should have been in the use of me, had I been just his tools, he also hung on my lips every day, really funny ah

I think that my life would be a bright, however, everything is against me. Today he has gone so far as I know, I have been in use, the original I have all the tools, I was simply that he was also the day he hung in his mouth, and it is really funny!

I always believed that, my life can appear luminously, but, each matter all is attacking me.Today I only then knew that, he unexpectedly continuously all is using me, originally I continuously all am only his tool, I also hang every day him on the mouth, really is laughable

I always say, my life will appeared bright, however, everything against me. Today I did, he should have been me, I have been only his tools, I also hangs in his mouth, it's ridiculous

I always thought that my life will be bright, but, everything hit me. Today I learned that he should have been in the use of me, had I been just his tools, he also hung on my lips every day, really funny ah