求翻译：在学习方面我目前最困难的就是英语的学习，因为我的英语水平特别差，我也想放弃的想法，但是想想，为什么我的成绩老是提不上去呢，可能最大的原因在于我对它没有自信心吧!总没有想过我的成绩可以提升上去，以至于总是找借口说反正没希望，不想去学习，但是现在的大学学校都要求过英语4级为标准，以至于现在的我很苦恼是什么意思？

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