求翻译：我不想再去期望那些我得不到的东西，从现在开始为自己而活，为自己而努力，每天为自己找一个开心的理由让自己年轻起来，找回自己的自信，抬头，美丽，自信的生活是什么意思？

I hope that I do not want to go get something for themselves from now on live, and work for themselves, to find a happy day for their own reasons to own a young up and find their own self-confidence, rise, beautiful, self-confident life

I do not want to go to expect those who are less than what I have to begin now live for himself, for themselves, and are daily efforts to find jobs on their own, a happy reason to allow their own young, find out what back to their own self-confidence, self-confidence, he looked up, and the beautiful

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I don't want to go to expect something that I do not have access to, now live for themselves, for themselves and to each day for herself a happy reason for their young, take back their confidence, the rise, beautiful, confident living

I hope that I do not want to go get something for themselves from now on live, and work for themselves, to find a happy day for their own reasons to own a young up and find their own self-confidence, rise, beautiful, self-confident life