求翻译：当时虽然有些力不从心，可是从来没想过放弃这次系里组织的话剧比赛，我想要认真做，可是面对组员的质疑，第一次被拒之门外，我感觉到沮丧和无力。是什么意思？

Although some were powerless, but never thought to give up the drama competition organized the department, I want to work hard, but the challenge facing members of the first to be shut out, I felt frustrated and powerless.

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Although at that time somewhat lacked the ability to do what one would like, but had not thought gives up modern drama competition which this time was in organizes, I wanted to do earnestly, but faced a group question, first time keeps them out, I felt was depressed and is incapable.

Although some limited at that time, but never wanted to give up this organization in the Department of drama competition, I want to do seriously, but team members questioned, was shut out for the first time, I feel frustrated and powerless.

Although some limited at that time, but never wanted to give up this organization in the Department of drama competition, I want to do seriously, but team members questioned, was shut out for the first time, I feel frustrated and powerless.