求翻译：我走的很慢 但我从来不会后退.原来我一直一直都是在扮演着负面角色。想给你最好的我，就算只是朋友。我想看自己痛苦的样子，更想知道自己能承受多少痛苦是什么意思？

I go very slow but I never back. I have been in had played a negative role. I want to give you the best, even if just a friend. I want to see their own painful way, but want to know how much pain he can withstand

I walked very slowly but I would never back. It turns out that I have always been in play a negative role. I would like to give you the best, and if it just friends. I would like to see their suffering's appearance, but also would like to know how much they can bear pain

But I walk I always not to be able very slowly to retrocede. Originally I continuously continuously all am am acting the negative role.Wants to give you to be supposed better I, even if is only the friend.I want to look oneself pain the appearance, wants to know oneself can withstand how many pain

Me slowly but I never retreat. I always played negative roles. Want to best I, even friends. I would like to see their pain, and wanted to know how many painful

I went very slowly but I never go back. I have always turned out to be playing a negative role. Want to give you the best of me, even if it's friends. I would like to see their pain, and wanted to know how many painful