求翻译：一直有着一个梦想，可以静静地在床上躺着，忘记身边的一切，在键盘上敲出自己心底那些肮脏而可怕的语言，让心安静片刻。可是如此简单的梦想却也离我越来越远，不管是怎么样的生活，还是充满着许多看似很不平淡的迹象，每个人都不知道下一刻将发生什么。原本以为有一条很清晰的路，如今看清了，但是却是反方向的，带着失望义无反顾地往回走。是什么意思？

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There have always been a dream, and it can be quietly in bed lying beside him, forget everything on the keyboard, knocking out those dirty, terrible in their hearts for heart language, quiet moments. But it is so simple but the dream is also more distant, from me, no matter what sort of life, or is

Always has a dream, may calmly lie down on the bed, forgot side all, knock own moral nature on the keyboard these dirty and the fearful language, lets the heart peaceful moment.But the so simple dream also will leave me to be more and more far actually, no matter how life is, fills many was looking

Has always had a dream that can quietly lying on the bed, forget everything around you, on your keyboard to knock out his heart those filthy and awful language, mind and quiet for a while. As simple as that dream, however, also increasingly far away from me, no matter what kind of life, also is full

Has always had a dream that can quietly lying on the bed, forget everything around you, on your keyboard to knock out his heart those filthy and awful language, mind and quiet for a while. As simple as that dream, however, also increasingly far away from me, no matter what kind of life, also is full