求翻译：我在哪可以找到我要的，我为什么那么颓废，什么都没有可以支撑。看到了好多我不想看到的，而我却还要小心紧簇，谁掌控了我的命运？我容不下这天下之大。是什么意思？

Where can I find what I want, why so decadent, nothing can support. I do not want to see a lot to see, but I was also careful tight cluster, who control my destiny? I can not tolerate this world great.

I am in what you can find what I want, why did I then decadence, nothing can sustain. I do not want to see a much better way of seeing, but I was also to be careful tight cluster, who will control my destiny? I could not of this world.

How can I in find me to want, am I so why dispirited, anything does not have to be possible to support.Saw many I have not wanted to see, but I also must be careful the tight bunch actually, who control my destiny? I cannot accommodate under this day big.

Where can I find I have to, why am I so decadent, nothing could hold. I don't want to see a lot of seeing, and I'm also carefully borne in clusters, to control my destiny? Me let it down under heaven.

Where can I find I have to, why am I so decadent, nothing could hold. I don't want to see a lot of seeing, and I'm also carefully borne in clusters, to control my destiny? I'm no less than the capacity of the world.