求翻译：不可否认，不知从什么时候起，除了我的家人，我不再愿意相信别人。所以我愿意拿我的人生赌一把，即使到最后没有像我当初期望的那样，即使会让我的心灵很受伤，但至少我还有家人的陪伴，所以不会感到害怕和孤独。是什么意思？

Admittedly, I do not know since when, apart from my family, I am no longer willing to trust others. So I want to take the gamble of my life, even if in the end not as I had expected, even if it makes my heart hurt, but at least I have the company of family, so it will not feel afraid and lonely.

It is an undeniable fact that, although it is not known when, in addition to my family, I will no longer be willing to trust in others. Therefore, I want to put me in my life gambling that, even if there is no one like me to the last, even as it was expected to be initially let my soul is injured, b

Undeniable, did not know when from, except mine family member, I no longer is willing to believe others.Therefore my am willing to take my life to bet, even if to finally has not looked like such which I initially expected, even if can let my mind be injured very much, but I also have family member'

Admittedly, I do not know since when, apart from my family, I was no longer willing to trust others. I am willing to take my life is a gamble, even if in the end did not, as I had expected, and even if it makes my heart hurt, but at least I still have family there, so it will not be afraid and alone

Admittedly, I do not know since when, apart from my family, I was no longer willing to trust others. I am willing to take my life is a gamble, even if in the end did not, as I had expected, and even if it makes my heart hurt, but at least I still have family there, so it will not be afraid and alone