求翻译：我虽然没有和其他人在一起谈论这个话题，但我在暗地里也在想这个问题。和班上的人比较，我比他们都要大，但我的年龄现在是个秘密，不想告知，我也时常在想，年龄只是个人的感觉问题，而不是岁月的问题，俗话说：头20年是你你人生中最长的一年，这一点我深有体会，在这20年的时间里我经历了很多的挫折与痛苦，我的人生看似精彩，但却不同凡响，有时一夜之间发现自己变成了一个小老头，一个人不可能不老，我尽量让自己不那么快变老。那就是快乐的活，快乐的过。。。是什么意思？

Although I have not and others together to talk about it, but I also think this problem in secret. And class of people compare me than they should be big, but my age is now a secret, do not want this, I often wonder, age is just a personal feeling, rather than years of problems, the saying goes: the

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Although I together have not been discussing this topic with other people, but I in also am thinking this question secretly.With class's in human comparison, I all must be bigger than them, but my age now is a secret, does not want to inform, I often was also thinking, the age is only individual fee

Although I have not and others together to talk about it, but I also think about it on the sly. And class Shang of people comparison, I than they are to large, but I of age now is a secret, do not want to inform, I also often in wanted to, age just personal of feeling problem, and is not years of pr

Although I have not and others together to talk about it, but I also think about it on the sly. And class Shang of people comparison, I than they are to large, but I of age now is a secret, do not want to inform, I also often in wanted to, age just personal of feeling problem, and is not years of pr