求翻译：想了整整一个晚上，还是决定写信给你，因为我不敢确定你是否看到了我的信。给你打了无数个电话，曾经想过各种你不和我联系的理由：“或许他遇到了什么麻烦，或许他不能上网，或许已经离开了美国，也或许他骗了我，或许他根本就是结婚了”。脑子里浮现着你的模样，不停的闪烁你的脸颊，想着那些和你聊天视频的快乐日子，我怎么也不能相信你会骗我，你那么斯文，那么善良，那么真诚，让我无法相信你会突然间人间蒸发，一定是遇到了什么问题或者事情。是什么意思？

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I want to throughout the night, and decided to write to you, because I am not sure whether or not you saw my letter. Give your countless telephone calls, once thought of you and I are not the reason for contact: "Perhaps he has encountered any problems, do not have access to the Internet, and perhap

Has thought the entire evening, decided writes a letter for you, because I do not dare to determine whether you did read my letter.Has made the innumerable phone call to you, had thought each kind of you disagree the reason which I relate: “Perhaps he has encountered any problem, perhaps he cannot a

Thinking whole night, have decided write to your because I dare you see my letters. Making numerous phone calls to you, have thought about a variety of reasons for you not to contact me: "perhaps he met any trouble, maybe he can't go online, may have left the United States, or perhaps he cheated on

Thought for a whole night, has decided to write to you, because I'm not sure if you saw my letter. Making numerous phone calls to you, have thought about a variety of reasons for you not to contact me: "perhaps he met any trouble, maybe he can't go online, may have left the United States, or perhaps