求翻译：我今天真的很激动，我想学习英语，并不是为了考什么证书，只是自己想学，想变的自信，很多人会误会我很清高，实际上，我内心是最没有安全，不够自信，我只是善于伪装罢了。是什么意思？

Today, I'm really excited, I want to learn English, not to test any certificate, but they want to learn, to become self-confident, a lot of people will get me very lofty, in fact, my heart is not safe, not enough self-confidence, I have nothing but good at camouflage.

Today I am really excited, I want to learn English, and not for the purpose of examination, only what they want to learn, and would like to change the self-confidence, and a lot of people would have the misunderstanding that I stand aloof, in fact, I feel there is no security, not enough self-confid

I today really very excited, I want to study English, is not in order to test any certificate, only is oneself wants to study, wants to change the self-confidence, very many people can misunderstand me to be very aloof from worldly affairs, in fact, my innermost feelings are most do not have the sec

I'm really excited, I want to learn English, not in order to study what certificates, but they want to learn, would like to become confident, a lot of people will misunderstand me very virtuous, in fact, my heart is the least secure, confident enough, I'm just good at pretending.

I'm really excited, I want to learn English, not in order to study what certificates, but they want to learn, would like to become confident, a lot of people will misunderstand me very virtuous, in fact, my heart is the least secure, confident enough, I'm just good at pretending.