求翻译：在别人看来，我总爱笑，说我笑的真彪，真傻。我知道，我是很傻，但这也是我伪装的一种工具罢了。明明不想笑、明明很伤心、明明不舍得……想哭，又不能哭，只能靠这种方式了吧、、、为什么没人理解我呢~~别人都说我怎样不好、是什么意思？

In others, it seems, I love to laugh, I laugh really Biao said, silly. I know, I was silly, but it is also a tool I disguise nothing. Obviously do not want to laugh, obviously very sad, obviously not willing to ... ... want to cry, can not cry, only by this way it,,, why do not people understand me

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Looked like in others that, I always like smiling, said I smile real young tiger, really silly.I knew that, I am very silly, but this also is one kind of tool which I camouflage.Does not want to smile, very to be obviously sad obviously, does not give up obviously ......Wants to cry, cannot cry, onl

In the eyes of others, I always like to smile, say I laugh really young Tiger, it was silly. I know I was silly, but it is also a tool in my disguise. Obviously don't want to laugh, obviously very sad, not willing to sth Want to cry and unable to cry, only by working this way:,,, why does no one und

In the eyes of others, I always like to smile, say I laugh really young Tiger, it was silly. I know I was silly, but it is also a tool in my disguise. Obviously don't want to laugh, obviously very sad, not willing to sth Want to cry and unable to cry, only by working this way:,,, why does no one und