求翻译：　　非常感谢你能在百忙中回复我的邮件．在等待你回复邮件的过程中，我好紧张，害怕你拒绝我，但还是被你拒绝了．此时心中除了失望之外，还有一点隐隐作痛的感觉．有语在说：明明知道是一个梦，还要去重复梦醒后的痛．整夜翻看你的资料，感觉就象和你在现实中亲密地交谈．舍不得放下，就害怕梦醒后的失落，那种心情实在难受．是什么意思？

Thank you very much for taking the time to reply my mail. In reply to a message waiting for you in the process, I'm so nervous, afraid you refuse me, but you still are refused. In addition to the hearts of disappointed at this time, there is a little dull feeling. There are words to say: knowing is

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　　Thanks you to be able extremely to reply my mail while being busy. In waited for you reply the mail in the process, I am quite anxious, am afraid you to reject me, but is rejected by you. This time in heart besides disappointment, but also some point aches faintly feeling. Has the language to say

　　Thank you very much for taking time out in the reply to my message. Waiting for you reply to a message in the process, I'm so nervous, afraid you refuse me, but it was rejected by you. Not only disappointed at this point but, still have a little feeling of pain. Language in says: knowing is a drea

　　Thank you very much for taking time out in the reply to my message. Waiting for you reply to a message in the process, I'm so nervous, afraid you refuse me, but it was rejected by you. Not only disappointed at this point but, still have a little feeling of pain. Language in says: knowing is a drea