求翻译：我知道我把自己内心真的关的太久了. 有时候洗着脸都感觉是否上面糊着一层面具.我逃避直白 现实 和述说内心的渴望.夜深了 雨大了 涨水了 我都不想去管去关心. 因为我连自己都没有诠释，了解清楚.我不停的去咒骂着这个社会因为我卑微.我可以说着这真是操蛋的一天.但我依旧顺应着它.它一直操着我！是什么意思？

I know I really related to his heart too long and sometimes feel it wash her face above the mask layer of paste with my straightforward to escape reality and tell the heart's desire. A big rain late at night I rose water do not want to pipe to care, because I did not even own interpretation, to unde

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I knew I really close oneself innermost feelings too was long. Sometimes washes the face all felt on whether is battering a mask. I evade the straightforward reality and recount the innermost feelings the hope. The night of depth rain big swelled I all not to want to go to the tube to care about. Be

Me know me really close too long within us. Sometimes washed his face if it paste layer masks. I avoided straightforward realistic and telling inner desire. late rain flood me want go to care. Because I'm not even their own interpretation, to find out. I keep cursing the community but I am humble. I

I knew I really close oneself innermost feelings too was long. Sometimes washes the face all felt on whether is battering a mask. I evade the straightforward reality and recount the innermost feelings the hope. The night of depth rain big swelled I all not to want to go to the tube to care about. Be