求翻译：一直感觉自己很不幸，做什么都以失败告终，甚至很多时候找不到活着的意义。我累了。或许我根本就不应该来到世上，如果消失该多好。至于未来，一直不敢奢望，一个个希望慢慢变成奢望，这是一件多么可悲的事情。是什么意思？

Has been felt, unfortunately, failed to do anything, even the meaning of life often can not find. I'm tired. Maybe I should never have come into the world, if lost would be great. As for the future, did not dare to expect, hope gradually become one expect, how it is a sad thing.

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Always felt oneself very unfortunate, makes anything to be defeated comes to an end, even every so often cannot find is living the significance.I was tired.Perhaps I should not arrive in the world, if vanishes well this.As for the future, will not dare the wild hope, each one hope will turn the wild

Always feel, unfortunately, does everything ended in failure, meaning even in many cases could not be found alive. I am tired. Perhaps I should not at all came to Earth, if Nice. As for the future, tried to imagine, hope slowly one by one into a luxury, it is a sad thing.

Always felt oneself very unfortunate, makes anything to be defeated comes to an end, even every so often cannot find is living the significance.I was tired.Perhaps I should not arrive in the world, if vanishes well this.As for the future, will not dare the wild hope, each one hope will turn the wild