求翻译：为什么不能是我这种人，他们有什么特别之处，是因为他们的出生？我尽力拼搏，不让自己沦落到社会底层，如果、如果我更加努力呢？我现在离那层膜很近，触手可及。是什么意思？

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Why can't I be such a person, I am what they have, it is because of their birth? I have tried my best to work hard and don't let yourself fall into the bottom of society, and if, if I work harder? I am now away from the coating is very close, right at your fingertips.

Why can't be my this kind of person, what do they have specially place, is because of theirs birth? I strive for success with every effort, does not let oneself reduce to the social first floor, if, if I even more diligently? I leave that matter membrane to be very near now, the tentacle may and.

Why can't I be my man, what is so special about them, because they were born? I tried to struggle, do not allow yourself to be reduced to ground level, what if, if I work harder? I now that film is close, palpable.

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