求翻译：胡建，我现在真的不知道该怎么去和你说了，也许真的是老天在戏弄我们吧，我只是不想失去你，如果你觉得现在的我们真的不合适或者说是我配不上你，那我就会知难而退是什么意思？

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Hu constructs, I really did not know now how should go to and you said perhaps, really was the heaven is playing tricks on us, I did not only want to lose you, if you thought present we really inappropriate or said was I cannot be joined to you, then I could give way before difficulties

Hu Jian, I really don't know how to go and now you say, perhaps really is Heaven teasing us, I just don't want to lose you, if you feel that now we really don't fit or that I don't deserve you, then I will discourage

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