求翻译：说真的，我不喜欢英语，从小到大就学不好英语。英语四级考了两次都还没有过，说出来还真丢脸。口语就更差啦，所以我特别怕上口语课，害怕回答问题。是什么意思？

To say really, I do not like the English, from small to large school English well. CET exam twice are not yet say it really humiliating. Even worse it spoken, so I am especially afraid of on oral class afraid to answer questions.

Really, I don't like small English school, bad English. English level 4 exam is a two time also said that there was a really, really embarrassing. It's spoken English is poor, so I especially spoken English lesson on fear, fear that answer the questions.

Said really, I do not like English, from infancy to maturity goes to school not well English.The English four levels tested two times all had not had, said also really loses face.The spoken language is worse, therefore I feared specially the spoken language class, the fear answers the question.

To tell you the truth, I don't like the English, learn English well from small to large. CET exams twice were still there, say it really matters. Even less spoken, so I particularly afraid of speaking class, afraid to answer the questions.

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